Prison Journalism: Just sit'n Here
08/06/2023
by Jeffrey Shockley
08-06-2023 15:57
in Prison Journalism
Jeffrey Shockley is a writer serving a life sentence in the State Correctional Institution-Fayette in Pennsylvania. Photo: Pixabay.
Just sit'n here in this prisoner's chair
--
Trying to decide
Where to go from here
With nothing but time
--
To remind
On the mistakes made
The heartaches gave
--
And the friendships they'd fade Past the times we've made
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The shame of my life
Sending a lady to the grave
Dear Lord
Her soul do save.
A life's time cut short
Because if it ain't life
It ain't long
And again I'm wrong
For not being strong
Long before becoming weak
Now I sit in this seat . Doing LIF & E
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Listening as those around
Speak as if their yesterday Never happened
Grappling in a past
For an identity trashed
At the cost of
Family separation
Crack-head generation
Street-life penetration ..
Crying Who's messed
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What will it take
To make it through To get me to
Out there with
you up now?
Short of a breakthrough?
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A kind that'll make others see Through
all the junk I used to be
To fill the emptiness inside of me
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Meanwhile,
I'm still just sit'n here
In this prisoner's chair Trying to decide
When will I get up from here? Trying constantly not Live in despair
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Nothing to fear
Ideas out there
That can help steer
In the right direction
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I dare not fear
That I could be here
When the morrow is not promised
So today I live
For the one that can't
The article was facilitated by Erin Parish from the Human Kindness Foundation (HKF).
The Human Kindness Foundation's mission is to encourage more kindness in the world beginning with people in our prisons and jails.
HKF has published several books including: We're All Doing Time, Lineage and Other Stories, Deep and Simple, and Just Another Spiritual Book and provide these books for free to people currently serving time in prisons or jails.
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